sheer eccentric

i am eccentric. but there are times when i am more eccentric than usual.

like NOW.

the most apparent way of detecting this is when i (dengan penuh tak malunya..) begging people around me for something that ppl usually give sincerely, without pressure.

such as when i purposely asked (forced) my mom and a my *ehem* to convince me that i was beautiful..juz to boost my self-esteem when i was down.. hahaha..mesti depa mnyumpah tul kena mnipu...hahaha.

now i'm begging for ur support. pleassseeee tell me that i CAN do it!!! waaaa...

i desperately need REAL SUPPORT!!! even tho u think otherwise, pls lie for me...hahaha...

waaaa... gelong lagi neh.. tata...