I AM a superwoman!

Yerp, u read that right! hahaha.

For those who had been following my blog, u must have read about my dilemma in the beginning of the year, regarding my 2nd semester of Masters study and my worry about being too ambitious for taking 5 subjects.

Today, I finally got to know that my every single hard work throughout the semester, including some frequent panick attacks, a few days of starvation, AND stinky-ness (tak sempat mandi), are all PAID OFF!!!

Got to know all of ma results today, and all I can say is I'm SOOOO SOOO FREAKINLY HAPPPY!

I didn't expect much (as always: my motto, do my best, n expect the worst!), but when I get more than I'd expected, that's when I allow myself to jump childishly in absolute JOY!

It's unbelievable that I could actually survive the semester, with a big GIGANTIC SMILE!!
(u can ask me personally about the results if u want to. it's not something that I feel comfortable advertising...).


I would like to express my heartfelt thanks in appreciation to those who have supported me throughout the semester. My family, my UM friends, my group mates for assignments, all my close friends, My lecturers, Encik Nizam the assistant registrar (the person who initiated the idea of taking 5 subjects) and all who have direct/ indirectly helped me maintain my sanity and ongoingly telling me that I CAN!!! and that my mission was not impossible. Thanks to all of u... (macam ucapan anugerah grammy lak ek...).

I'm happy to say that I don't regret at all taking 5 subjects last semester. and I'm glad that my first attempt to push myself beyond what i think I'm capable to do, beyond my comfortable zone, beyond my limit, is successful. Maybe I'm just lucky!

and if anyone of u want to follow suit, I'd say the same thing: IT'S NOT IMPOSSIBLE!

But yeah, I need to warn though that u need constant determination, and of course some sacrifice, in many aspects.

I'm sorry to all my friends whose offers to join in several hangouts I had constantly rejected. I'm willing to make all those up to u after this. hehe.. ;)

But in retrospect, I didn't really keep all my 'vows' kan?... like hanging out in malls. I, in fact, think that I went to malls even more often, to de-stress myself. But I went alone la.. so that I'd not be tempted to stay too long as I wouldn't have anyone to chat with. My stress level then was so high, that the only antidote for that was to buy A LOT of cosmetic products. You should not try this at all. It's the main cause for my current serious financial deficit, which in turn forces me to just stay at home in Kedah now, and membesarkan bontot! At least i won't have to spend money on food! haha.

I learn that risks are NOT necessarily BAD, and that this (academic) is the only field (so far) that I feel I can be a tiny bit adventurous.

Phew..it was one hell of a semester. STUDY, LIFE DECISIONS, PERSONAL PROBLEMS, a few stupid job interviews/auditions that i went to, WEDDING INVITATIONS, and my SUPER-PARANOID LANDLORD (will post a different post on this).

Glad it's all over, with a happy twist! ;))

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