lagi dua lagi dua!!!

although my torture hasn't ended yet.. but i can feel that it's not far from reach anymore. TWO more to go and i'm done with the semester.

I know i'll still be a psychomaniac, going to check the marks perhaps in every two days or so. But at least, that's all i do!

This Monday, Pragmatics 9am-12pm (takut nk mati.. xsure langsung subject neh..)

and this Tuesday, Curriculum Design and Teaching of English, 3-6pm

and everything will be OVER! weeeeeeee...

hope i'll get good marks nevertheless..

ciao.

4 more to go!

done with one paper today.

i was so exhausted after the 3-hour paper.

i wrote non-stop, bluffing my ass out in god knows what.

my elbow hurts. until now OK!

it was a pretty tough paper. tatau la cmna... *pasrah mode*

and i need to write lengthy answers again this Thursday and Friday too. Gosh, i dunno whether i can really nail it this time around. and again on Monday and Tuesday. *sigh*

i hope this will all be worth it.

anyway, i dun have any smelly clothes anymore. all have been crisply folded and nicely hung. but now i know the drawback of washing all your clothes. NOT ENOUGH SPACE laaa!!!

i obviously need a bigger wardrobe. oh i miss mine in Kedah.

ok, ciao.

erks!

It has been 3 days i haven't even stepped out of the house.

Pathetic huh?

Why?

1) I SHOULD study.

2) I have VERY LITTLE money (tak baik ckp xde duit lgsg kan..kang tuhan tarik balik smua..hehehe..nasihat mak aku..)

3) Wherever i go in KL, I will need to use some MONEY... ok, this is kinda overlapping eh?

4) I am just starting to wash my 3-4 weeks' load of laundry.. my laundry basket was literally overflowing with smelly clothes..hahaha.

Try taking 5 subjects in a Master's study, and this wouldn't sound so yucky.. believe me.

(*Have i ever mentioned that i have to HAND WASH everything???)

I was THIS close to buying a new set of panties. hahaha. ok too much info..

Until I came to my senses that... *refer to no. 2*

So need to wait for a decent number of ma daily clothes to be washed, dried, folded, and hung nicely in the wardrobe. Then only i can choose what to wear for 'social hangouts' like a civilised woman of the 21st century.

For the past 3 weeks, i actually just picked my clothes randomly out of several piles on the bed.

Yeah so not cool..! and sooooo NOT ME! my ex-rumates should know and verify this.

So this is my pathetic life now.

Can't wait for this semester to truly end.

Hopefully with success, satisfaction, happiness, and no embarrassment nor regrets!

*PostGrad study is one hell of a LONELY journey! i miss ma degree mates. waaa..!!! (i am fully aware this is sooooooooo irrelevant)

Revision Week

Yeah, that time of the semester comes again.

But this time, not as 'relaxed' as it was last semester.

Last semester I only took 4 papers, and although that was pretty heavy in a Master's programme, i survived as there was a ridiculous 2-week gap between the papers (two in the beginning and another two at the end of the exam period).

This time, it's crazier than ever. i will have to sit for 5 papers, all in less than 2 weeks!!

and i don't exactly have anyone to truly share this anxiety, since if i'm not mistaken, i'm the only one in the language faculty for MESL who's crazy (or stupid) enough to be commiting suicide and taking 5 damn papers!

So this time, i cannot main2 like last semester, where i cud still have my own sweet time strolling in IKEA for no real reasons several times a week.

This time i have to be serious huh? NONSENSE but inviting quizzes on facebook are clearly not helping though!

I don't know whether i can make it. There are a lot of worries in ma head.. lotsa things to think about... n to decide... and believe me, only half of them revolve around academic matters. *sigh*

Nonetheless, i am happy and still couldn't believe that i survived all the coursework requirements of the 5 courses i am taking!! i think i had tried my best to produce so-called quality work in all of the subjects, despite my apparent lack of time and poor organisation skills.

So whatever happens later, even if i get less-than-desired grades, i won't feel too bad, coz i know i'd tried what i could. If i had put any more effort, my brain would have exploded. i'm not exaggerating. i know my brain capacity pretty damn well.

so all my fwens, do pray for my success.. as well as my sanity. i know by 28th of april, i will be heaving a gigantic sigh of relief, in absolute disbelief that i'm done with semester 2, 2008/9. huhu..

the anticipation of grades will be a whole new story then.

cya folks!

1 more week

1 more week to temporary freedom!!!
at least by then all my assignments wud hv been submitted n i dun need to have literally sleepless nights anymore! can't wait can't wait!!!!

and by then i cud really heave a sigh of relief. i think i want to celebrate next friday! hahaha..macam xde exam je..

i wud like to express my endless sorrysss to all whose invitations to weddings/ hang-outs / shopping / movie-marathon i have to decline because of my current crazy semester.

it will come to an end soon, and i promise all, i will make up for all my 'rejections' before.

thanx for ur support.. and keep supporting me til 28th of april, coz thats the last day of my exam! hhahaha.. cya!