Can I be any more unfabulous than this???

I have zits on both sides of my cheek.

I have a cheap 80's rock hairstyle now. In short, I look pretty much like Rod Stewart.

Latest, I have 'ketumbit' on ma left eye.

And I have to make sure all these are gone in 7 days!

Isn't life just AWESOME???



Tak penah2 byk jerawat.. time nih lak nk keluar...

Tak penah2 salah haircut, time ni lah nk silap...

Tak penah2 ketumbit, time ni lahhh nk kena...


Nak kata stressed out, tak pun...

I'm seriously lazing my ass off at home as if I have just given birth to triplets.

Why???? Why????

and..

Why NOWWWW????

Please pray for me.. that I will at least look like a normal human being in 7 days..

I hope I am not asking for a miracle to happen.

*BIG sigh*

I AM a superwoman!

Yerp, u read that right! hahaha.

For those who had been following my blog, u must have read about my dilemma in the beginning of the year, regarding my 2nd semester of Masters study and my worry about being too ambitious for taking 5 subjects.

Today, I finally got to know that my every single hard work throughout the semester, including some frequent panick attacks, a few days of starvation, AND stinky-ness (tak sempat mandi), are all PAID OFF!!!

Got to know all of ma results today, and all I can say is I'm SOOOO SOOO FREAKINLY HAPPPY!

I didn't expect much (as always: my motto, do my best, n expect the worst!), but when I get more than I'd expected, that's when I allow myself to jump childishly in absolute JOY!

It's unbelievable that I could actually survive the semester, with a big GIGANTIC SMILE!!
(u can ask me personally about the results if u want to. it's not something that I feel comfortable advertising...).


I would like to express my heartfelt thanks in appreciation to those who have supported me throughout the semester. My family, my UM friends, my group mates for assignments, all my close friends, My lecturers, Encik Nizam the assistant registrar (the person who initiated the idea of taking 5 subjects) and all who have direct/ indirectly helped me maintain my sanity and ongoingly telling me that I CAN!!! and that my mission was not impossible. Thanks to all of u... (macam ucapan anugerah grammy lak ek...).

I'm happy to say that I don't regret at all taking 5 subjects last semester. and I'm glad that my first attempt to push myself beyond what i think I'm capable to do, beyond my comfortable zone, beyond my limit, is successful. Maybe I'm just lucky!

and if anyone of u want to follow suit, I'd say the same thing: IT'S NOT IMPOSSIBLE!

But yeah, I need to warn though that u need constant determination, and of course some sacrifice, in many aspects.

I'm sorry to all my friends whose offers to join in several hangouts I had constantly rejected. I'm willing to make all those up to u after this. hehe.. ;)

But in retrospect, I didn't really keep all my 'vows' kan?... like hanging out in malls. I, in fact, think that I went to malls even more often, to de-stress myself. But I went alone la.. so that I'd not be tempted to stay too long as I wouldn't have anyone to chat with. My stress level then was so high, that the only antidote for that was to buy A LOT of cosmetic products. You should not try this at all. It's the main cause for my current serious financial deficit, which in turn forces me to just stay at home in Kedah now, and membesarkan bontot! At least i won't have to spend money on food! haha.

I learn that risks are NOT necessarily BAD, and that this (academic) is the only field (so far) that I feel I can be a tiny bit adventurous.

Phew..it was one hell of a semester. STUDY, LIFE DECISIONS, PERSONAL PROBLEMS, a few stupid job interviews/auditions that i went to, WEDDING INVITATIONS, and my SUPER-PARANOID LANDLORD (will post a different post on this).

Glad it's all over, with a happy twist! ;))

ta...

oh... my Marilyn Monroe Bag....

I dunno whether to feel flattered or insulted...

Today, i went to Bangsar, to a bank, just to be told that there was a blackout there. No transaction could be done at all. So i went out, and i saw a typical view outside the bank: a makcik sitting on the floor near the alley, selling all sorts of kerepek.

For the past 7 years, Id never really felt tempted to buy any of her kerepeks........ until today. and i bought THREE! i told myself : azrin, u have nothing to eat tonight and even a few days after. the kerepeks would help.

right after i paid rm 5 to the makcik. She said "Molekkk la beg adik... beli kat mana? berapa??"

and i was like tercengang. Dalam hati : "Biaq betoi makcik ni..."

so i simply replied "murah ja..."

makcik: "berapa??" *beriya2 gila dia nk tau ni*

me: "hrrmm.. about 30-40 ringgit je..."

makcik: "ouhhh" .... smbil angguk2.. "molek2...." *looking as though she's gonna buy it right after she's sold all of her kerepekes*

and i just smiled and left, thinking to myself.... "a freakin 70 year-old granny just complimented my bag... which is full of Marilyn Monroe's half-naked shots!!! "

should i feel flattered that someone complimented my taste?

or should i feel insulted coz my taste is similar to a granny's?

or have i just re-lived her past memories?



wallahualam...

come to think of it, though i dun have that many bags, my last two cheapest brand-less vintage-like bags have received the most attention! hahaha. besides this one, i am known in faculty bahasa as the girl who always carries the Audrey Hepburn bag around campus.

Yerp, they don't know my name, but they know my bag...

Too bad a part of it was torn apart (which was why i bought this Marilyn Monroe's bag..). gotta get it fixed when i returned to Kedah this hols. haihhh.. gotta get my image back... hahahah.. as if i have any...

haihhhh...

thinking... thinking.... thinking.... deciding............ thinking.... waaaaaaaaaa.....